today, when i.. woke up (or my cellphone' alarm wokes me up) some strange feeling invaded me. it was like.. i was falling down from a cold edge, or something even more fuckin retarded D:

but, the feeling, da real feeling was only one: she isn't here.

was all a dream? was an invention of my head?




hours later, the reality impacts me, like everyday: i love you like no one will love you ever, and THAT'S the REAL feeling.







and like always: my english sucks so baaaaaaaaaaad xD